I always thought about messing with a guy, dont get me wrong i love girls but i always thought it was kinky dirty and wrong to mess with a guy and i was always curious about it. I would chat with guys in my area and would plan to meet up with them but would back out at the last second out of fear. This continued for a while until i finally had enough guts to go through with it.
I met a man online and we chatted, he didnt live to far from me, he was 45, which didn't bother me, it excited me thinking he would have more experience. He himself was bisexual. We decided to meet up at a public library on a sunday afternoon. I nearly backed out of it at least 3 times, but i decided to go through with it. I arrived at the parking lot, nervous out of my mind thinking about what is about to happening, i was scared shitless thinking about who this guy is, is he a serial killer, is he gonna secretly tape this, etc. Well he finally came in his blue van, one of the older looking vans from the early 90's i guess. My heart was pounding when i got out of my car and walked up to his. I went up to his passenger door and saw him, i introduced myself and so did he. I got in and we talked for a few minutes and decided to do it right there in the parking lot. He had park in a good place and had all his windows in his van covered so no one could look in. So right after we chatted a bit, we decided to move to the back of the van where he had folded out his couch into a bed. This is where things started and my first experience with another man occured...
I was nervous out of my mind and asked him jokingly (although serious) if he had any camera in here, he laughed and said no and told me to lay back. So i layed down and he began to pull my shorts down. I felt my innoncence going away right then, i couldn't even look at him. He pulled my shorts off, exposing my semi hard penis, and then he began to suck my dick. I was staring most of the time up at top of the van while he did this but looked down at him a few times with my penis in his mouth. It felt good but wrong at the same time. He did this a while then asked for me to suck him, i hesitated for a second then jumped right into it sucking on his head and going down the whole way on him. His penis was only about 5 inches give or take but thick. Mine is seven inches thick. After a while of blowing him, he said to me "you sure this is your first time, you can really suck good". After that we did the 69 position for a pit, i was on bottom which made it a bit hard for me because his cock was jammed in my mouth. After that he asked me if he could eat my asshole out, i said sure, it felt good when he did it and then he began sticking a finger in my ass, my ass was tight and he laughed saying to relax. I told him if he wants he can have sex with me right now, but he declined saying it might shake the van. So after a while of him tongue fucking me in the ass, he went back to giving me oral sex. After a while i felt like i was going to cum, he said to cum in his mouth, so for what seemed like forever, i finally started to cum, it was probably one of the best orgasms i had. While it happened i grabbed down hard on the couch, it was that good. After i came in his mouth, he cleaned himself up, not swallowing, but spitting it out. I felt some what disgusted, so i told him just to jerk off on my stomach. After a while he came, i couldnt even look at him while this happen, i felt his warm cum shoot all over my stomach, he gave me a towl afterwords to clean myself up. After he finished, we stopped, and i told him to drive me across the street to my highschool so i could walk back over so it didnt look suspicious. After we said our good byes, i walked back across the street to my car. A million things were running through my head like "wow i cant believe i just sucked a cock, oh my god i have school tommorow, nobody knows that i just fooled around with a guy oh my god..." When i got to my car i drove home and cleaned myself up, still in shock about what i did. I felt dirty but that didnt last too long.ÂÂ
That was my first experience with a man, that man and i would go on to mess around a few more times, which included him popping my cherry and more. He basically deflowered me in every way. He wasnt the last guy I messed with, but he was my first.
- Dirty secrets
I met a man online and we chatted, he didnt live to far from me, he was 45, which didn't bother me, it excited me thinking he would have more experience. He himself was bisexual. We decided to meet up at a public library on a sunday afternoon. I nearly backed out of it at least 3 times, but i decided to go through with it. I arrived at the parking lot, nervous out of my mind thinking about what is about to happening, i was scared shitless thinking about who this guy is, is he a serial killer, is he gonna secretly tape this, etc. Well he finally came in his blue van, one of the older looking vans from the early 90's i guess. My heart was pounding when i got out of my car and walked up to his. I went up to his passenger door and saw him, i introduced myself and so did he. I got in and we talked for a few minutes and decided to do it right there in the parking lot. He had park in a good place and had all his windows in his van covered so no one could look in. So right after we chatted a bit, we decided to move to the back of the van where he had folded out his couch into a bed. This is where things started and my first experience with another man occured...
I was nervous out of my mind and asked him jokingly (although serious) if he had any camera in here, he laughed and said no and told me to lay back. So i layed down and he began to pull my shorts down. I felt my innoncence going away right then, i couldn't even look at him. He pulled my shorts off, exposing my semi hard penis, and then he began to suck my dick. I was staring most of the time up at top of the van while he did this but looked down at him a few times with my penis in his mouth. It felt good but wrong at the same time. He did this a while then asked for me to suck him, i hesitated for a second then jumped right into it sucking on his head and going down the whole way on him. His penis was only about 5 inches give or take but thick. Mine is seven inches thick. After a while of blowing him, he said to me "you sure this is your first time, you can really suck good". After that we did the 69 position for a pit, i was on bottom which made it a bit hard for me because his cock was jammed in my mouth. After that he asked me if he could eat my asshole out, i said sure, it felt good when he did it and then he began sticking a finger in my ass, my ass was tight and he laughed saying to relax. I told him if he wants he can have sex with me right now, but he declined saying it might shake the van. So after a while of him tongue fucking me in the ass, he went back to giving me oral sex. After a while i felt like i was going to cum, he said to cum in his mouth, so for what seemed like forever, i finally started to cum, it was probably one of the best orgasms i had. While it happened i grabbed down hard on the couch, it was that good. After i came in his mouth, he cleaned himself up, not swallowing, but spitting it out. I felt some what disgusted, so i told him just to jerk off on my stomach. After a while he came, i couldnt even look at him while this happen, i felt his warm cum shoot all over my stomach, he gave me a towl afterwords to clean myself up. After he finished, we stopped, and i told him to drive me across the street to my highschool so i could walk back over so it didnt look suspicious. After we said our good byes, i walked back across the street to my car. A million things were running through my head like "wow i cant believe i just sucked a cock, oh my god i have school tommorow, nobody knows that i just fooled around with a guy oh my god..." When i got to my car i drove home and cleaned myself up, still in shock about what i did. I felt dirty but that didnt last too long.ÂÂ
That was my first experience with a man, that man and i would go on to mess around a few more times, which included him popping my cherry and more. He basically deflowered me in every way. He wasnt the last guy I messed with, but he was my first.
- Dirty secrets